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Sad Mess

by The Insinceres

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1.
Apartment 01:25
I keep saying how this story is untold. I've been worrying about taking off your clothes but I'm a sad mess. I'm a sad mess. I'm wondering if you really knew me at all. I'll make it out of here now if I have to crawl to your apartment, your apartment. And every single thing you thought you knew was so degrading but I trusted you, I trusted you. Goddamn it, I'm in love with you. I never really noticed it. You never even gave a shit at all.
2.
SMG 01:52
Your intentions, baby they were cruel. You went uptown doing those things you used to do. And you're spooky, girl Scooby dooby doo. I'd walk 8 miles, baby, in the snow just to get to you. You say you love me then you wanna let me go. Don't tell me about your summer cause I already know. Girl, stop interrupting cause we've been through this before. I don't think I can take it anymore.
3.
Meet me here on neutral ground. We are gonna tear these walls down. Destroy rebuild it now. What they told us is a lie. The hand that feeds grows heavier with the tide. Destroy rebuild tonight. Let the canned applause be my own camouflage to all the things that I have done. Let the room uphold any social mold I've brought or has been brought upon me. And I get this honest. Who am I to try to pretend when all the world is on it? I want you here i need an audience.
4.
Wasting 02:14
I'm having trouble trying to figure out myself. I'm having trouble trying to figure out everybody else. I'm having trouble remembering my own age. I'm having trouble but everyone says it's just a phase. I'm having trouble on the double on the nose. Come here tonight, step in the light, just take off all your clothes. Please excuse me but usually I'm not like this but now you see I'm overzealous and I'm eager to please. And you tell me I'm insane. That I don't have that much of a brain. But I don't care at all what you're saying cause I'm still 10 feet tall. It's amazing. And I know what I must do: quit complaining and stop wasting my time with you. Wasting my time.
5.
Since When 03:10
Feels like I'm running in a race, a race that can't be won. Feels like my head is out in space. You only want me if I'm with someone. But you don't look at me the same baby when I'm alone. So don't say you love me, really want me. I know damn well you don't. And since when do, since when, when do you care about me. Its not like I wasn't there. Like I wasn't there.
6.
She says don't worry 'bout me. I think that it's getting time to leave this whole scenario cause it's getting hard kinda hard to breathe from all the smog that fills the air from your frustrating loss of character. I admit when I am wrong but you're so oblivious you need a song tonight. I hope that this will come off jaded. Cause I'm all alone and you're out with someone new. You leave me here just a prisoner in my room. I don't wanna be just someone you dated. And tell me what does it even mean to you. Does he do the things that I used to do for you? Please tell me that we are not faded. And I only wanna see you naked again.
7.
...Now 02:28
OK I think I get it. You're bored and I'm pathetic. But don't think it's bothering me. I have resilience now you see. Cause I'm alright. I'm alright now. OK here's the showdown. You're gone and I'm alone now. There's one thing that's bothering me. When you're alone how do you sleep? Cause I'm alright. I'm alright now. If I were to tell you any different would you even believe me? Cause on the one hand I feel OK but on the other I wish you stayed. Wish you would have stayed.
8.
Molly 02:50
Had a girl I couldn't ask for much more but then she went and left me with my heart on the floor. I don't know if her love was true but i knew it back then and baby so did you So come on, Molly. Will you take a walk with me or will you break my heart? Cause I don't know if I'm getting older or if I'm just falling apart. And I don't know much of anything. Can't find a love that won't come with some strings. And the bitter hearts all come apart it seems. Like waking up from old familiar dreams. This is the song for the broken-hearted. Lights, camera, action. No satisfaction for me. This is the fire that was never started. But I got a match and you've got some gasoline. Now I know that nothing ever lasts all these constant interactions seem to overlap. But ill be just fine. And fuck off Molly I never wanted anything. And I'll be alright.
9.
Billy 02:06
Billy likes his innocence, self respect, and common sense, but he tends to fall apart every Sunday afternoon. As for me, well, I'm well known to be the rebel with a microphone and a bottle of my fears and a lit cigarette. In the same town where I got left out. Billy likes to sing the blues but he wears such troubled shoes at the endless stream of parties and rendezvous. Billy won't get up to dance. He's just a victim of circumstance and I guess that's everyone even me and you. You're the best guy. You don't have to try. Billy did you get hurt from the stupid things that happened last fall or is it just like they never even happened at all?
10.
Long Time 02:07
It's been a long time a long time since I felt alive. It's been so long now so long now since I've been around. I've been around. All my friends stay up late, exaggerate all the promises they've made. And that's been a long haul. Alcohol makes me feel nothing at all. Nothing at all. And now it starts to seem like nothing even matters anymore. I keep running to the place where you and I would go. Where we would go.

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released August 24, 2018

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Matt Wojcik at The Warren in Frostburg, Maryland.

Album Artwork:
Photograph by Stavra Kalina
Cover layout and design by Dan Beachy

All music and lyrics written by The Insinceres.

The Insinceres are:
Landon - Vocals, Guitar
Dan - Guitar, Synth
Shane - Bass, Vocals
BJ - Drums, Noises, Vocals

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